The annual mooncake festival was supposed to be warm, nice, happy, filled with laughters.. Right?
Mine, this year, hell no. F*ck it.
First, unlike usual, everyone was gone after dinner. Usually we stayed after dinner for the celebration, lighting up the pretty lanterns, playing with the candles, the colours of the candles never fail to make me happy. BUT this year, my uncle went off after dinner. My 3rd aunt had problem so she went to sleep, my grandma has to take care of her, my favourite aunt(youngest aunt) is in Singapore. So only 5 of us were leftover, Dad, Mum, bro, sis and me. Okay lah, add in my maid, Jess also. 6 lor. I was like zzz.
Okay nevermine, 6 then 6, still can celebrate. But then, my $#%!#$%@@*(*@ dad spoilt my mood thoroughly. Me, bro and sis were lighting up the candles to form an initial 'R' which can be used by 3 of us as our names are all started with the letter 'R'. Okay, so after forming the letter 'R', we took photos one by one. First my sis photo was taken by me, then followed by my bro's photo, I took both. Then when it's my turn to be taken photo, my bro couldn't make it right. The photo turned out all blurred. Here my DAD came, he tried to take the picture of me(as if he were the pro, biasa lah), but turned out blur also. After trying few times, i had a look of the pictures, still suck. So I was like "aiyo..why like that de..", accidentally hit the camera it almost fell to the floor. He started to bermusuh with me already I think. Then after a few times again, I gave up. I said, "Aiya, dowan take liao" Maybe my voice rose up a lil bit(or maybe he's just perasam) , he scolded,
" DONT SHOW ME YOUR TEMPER AH I TELL YOU.. ALMOST DROP MY CAMERA STILL SHOWED ME YOU TEMPER, YOU BETTER WATCH OUT I TELL YOU. "
My face blacken out immediately, WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU SIR?? At time same time, my mood rate definitely fell off from the top to very very very down.
I cried.
The camera is way more important than me. I'm just nobody, or just nothing. Well, I know they don't care anyway. I'm careless, I'm rude, I'm not trustworthy, anything bad you can think of. I'm just a decoration to them anyway, a fugly one of course.